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I didn’t have anything to do yesterday and I didn’t like it at all! This leaves me with a sense of worthlessness. As if I am not doing as much as I can and as much as I should be asked to!

Why this imbalance? Somedays are so tied down with work and somedays are so FREE! Can’t anybody (why did I use the term ‘anybody’, why not me??????) come up with a suggestion where the work gets equally divided between the days and people with a fact in mind that the quality of the output should not degrade.

But can I come up with a suggestion when I am still unaware of the whole story? The two very valuable suggestions that I have got since I have joined my work is that- learn the maximum that you can and make yourself somebody indespensable to the company!

Now the questions that arise are, am I making the best use of all the resources that I am getting here? Am I improving as a person, am I making the improvements in all the spheres I think I should? And secondly, am I on my way to become indespensable to my team?

I have both optimistic and pessimistic answers to both the questions and the answer that I give to myself depends on the kind of mindframe I am in at that point in time. And all the things start appearing to me accordingly!

But then can anybody have control over the kind of mindset one is in? Maybe we can do that but won’t that be forcing yourself? If you are not happy about something why to force yourselfto think in such a manner so that you look at the brighter side of itso as to make yourself feel good?

Or is it that as one cannot be as objective as one should be so forcing oneself to think on some other plane than one is is, is not exactly forcing oneself but it is just another way of looking at things. Who says that the way you are looking at things now is the right, rational way of looking at things. So if one way is not the exactly right way then no harm in trying( the term forcing is a bit too harsh!) to look at it in some other way!

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