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You would be happy to know that I want to……..
These were the lines that a friend of mine got from somebody and though I have lots of work to do today but still these lines are playing in my mind and I have to write about it. This particular communication started with ” I” and then shifted to “We”! And I am again playing with a thought that has started troubling me for some time now. Do I want to be in a position where “I WANT TO……” makes a lot of difference to a lot of people? Do I want power in my life, in my hands, in my personality? And the most important question is that is there anything called ‘Absolute Power’? I don’t know! I am at loss!
Secondly Do I have the courage to break all the strings attached to me and give myself a chance to fly as high as I want to? Yesterday when without any context I told my mother that I want to be the manager, her reaction reality surprised me and made me feel good as well that there are not as many strings as I think there are! She said,” Great! Quit job and take GMAT!!!!!” At least I have a very supportive family, a family which will never stop me from taking and sticking to any decision that I take regarding the course of my life! But then will I then be at a position where I will enjoy power? Will I be satisfied then? Will that be what I want from my life? Will that give me a sense of freedom? Am I not free now? Why do I want power in my life? Will being at a powerful position in my life mean that nobody will have the right to exert power on me? Is life all about power? Will something be amiss in my life then? There are a lot many questions and the wierd point is that I know the answers as well!!!!
So Aushima dear lets get back to work and think about it later! Or does it need a thought?!

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