How it is? You work for something, work really hard! You are kind of possessive about it as you feel thats its your baby! But then some thing happens and you have to fight for your own baby! Can you fight really hard! No, cause then you are ruthlessly competitive and that is not a positive attribute in you. But anyway you too make some compromises as there is no other way out! Just one option and you have to take it. But then what is expected from you is that you will be as good as if nothing happened ever. You give even that test to you, not for anybody but because you want to learn how to react even in extremely adverse situations.
But still the parasites don’t change their nature. They are incapable of that. They will do what is their nature. Infact you always do what your basic nature is, right? And these parasites have the sympathies of all! Ofcourse they will have, afterall you are ruthlessly competitive, extra smart and mean and they are the pitiable creatures and yes they do need everybody’s support to exist! And who doesn’t like being a support to such creatures, That gives a feeling of worth to these supporters as well, I guess! Don’t really understand what prompts them to do so! But anyway. They surely must have their own rationale for such action. Obviously no action is without any rationale! And then you reach a state where you don’t even want to fight back these parasites! You just stop caring! A state of trance is where you reach! Such creatures don’t even earn your pity!You dont have anything to give to them, no pity, no sympathy and the least of all your energy to fight such people back! You dont evn want to waste that on them.
Have I reached that state? I guess so, its TIME!
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May 15, 2007 at 11:17 am
Hey Little one,
Tell me one thing–would you like to take something on a platter, or would like to earn it? it is the difference in the choice that you make and the choice that others make, so no regrets. I may be a looser from others’ perspetive but for me there is none that stands even near to me on the pedestral that i have set for me. Only I set my standards no one else sets it for me. I am proud of you as i am sure you, too, are proud of you and about others–well, do they really exist?