Again?

Why am I disturbed again? Do I know? Ya, I guess, I do! But why is making the choices always so difficult? So I always think that now I have become thick skinned! Emotions are definitely at the back seat now n lo….I prove myself wrong, to me!!! So here was it! I had to [...]

Regrets? Too few to mention!

Maybe……..

Why do people turn out to be so different than how I percieve them to be? Somehow this feeling has started to grow in me that I am NOT  a very good judge of people around me! Maybe the blind faith that I have in basic goodness of all human beings and in humanity is [...]

Power!!!!!!

N,
You would be happy to know that I want to……..
These were the lines that a friend of mine got from somebody and though I have lots of work to do today but still these lines are playing in my mind and I have to write about it. This particular communication started with ” I” and [...]

Another Weekend

ANOTHER WEEKEND GONE! Its Monday and I am so tired! Didn’t have much work to do today and it tires me! Work keeps me busy and happY!!
Friday was the day I relaxed and had not planned anything at all for the next two days but still these two days were so busy and [...]

Blabber!!!!!

I didn’t have anything to do yesterday and I didn’t like it at all! This leaves me with a sense of worthlessness. As if I am not doing as much as I can and as much as I should be asked to!
Why this imbalance? Somedays are so tied down with work and somedays are so [...]

Change!!!

How somethings change and they change before you realise that they have changed! Hey was it a stupid observation? But thats the truth in my case! This week and then this weekend told me about some changes that have come in me and I never realised that I have changed till this weekend! And yes [...]

Why?

Why is there this desire to be complete? A perfect woman. Why this burning desire to be perfect in everything that I take up? A perfect proffessional, a perfect homemaker, a perfect of everything? Why? I want a good presentable personality, an awakened mind, good literary interests, empathy for others, want to become a good [...]

Camus-Just love him!

To lie is not only to say what isn’t true. It is also and above all, to say more than is true, and, as far as the human heart is concerned, to express more than one feels. This is what we all do, every day, to simplify life.
I have always loved Camus! I think this [...]

Complete?

Why is it so that I am not what I want to be? Why still somethings make a difference to me when they shouldnt, now of all the times? I know what is that I should do and I am making myself do that. The kind of life that I am leading these days is [...]