I think its been ages since I wrote anything, well publically. Not that there was nothing to write, in fact there was so much to write and in so many different anonymous blogs that this particular blog got ignored in the process.
Well, today is also not the perfect time and mindset to write but I just have to. I have to thank a genre of people ( I hope I can give this term to them!) and its so much heart felt that if I avoid it anymore I think the intensity of gratitude may get dampened cause of so many mundane tasks awaiting my immediate attention.
I and my brother, both are in the process of transition. We both are supposed to go to the US for nearly related purposes. Yes, he is leaving on 4th and I am supposed to leave on 5th.
5th Aug at 3.00 pm. Thats a Tuesday. And on the very same day I have the most important meeting of the Ph.D project I have undertaken, at 11.00 am, which may run from a few to a little more hours! Kind of a close call, given the fact that the airport is on the outskirts and I have nearly 20 hrs of journey ahead. But I am so happy that I am NOT paying attention to the fact that I may be dead by the end of next day! And all thanks for this good feeling to the fraternity called”teachers”!
Well a little background is needed here, I suppose. So, Mom got a mail somedays back from an ex-student asking for a recommendation letter for the Rhodes Scholarship (yes yes the same coveted thing). He gave her just a day. A mail requesting for one recco and a phone call. I had been through the similar process where I too needed at least three reccos and the experience was not all that pleasant. Well, I gave the benefit of doubt to those people citing the busy schedules they keep in the corporate world. It was an excuse I was building up for myself. We usually do that, right? At times when the rational self makes you see some bitter truths but you being a die hard believer in the eternal goodness of humankind don’t want to believe even your rational self! Well, I did that. Now thats a different story that when I got this so called ‘prestigious’ thing called Fulbright, the same busy people had time to congratulate me and tell me how sure they were of all the team alumni to do great and blah blah… Well, I am digressing from the point again, as always!
So mom was keeping really hectic schedules these days. I thought to myself, she won’t be able to write the asked for recco! But she did! At 12 in the night when we could kind of wrap up the things we were doing, mom said she wanted me and my bro out of the room and she has to write the recco!!! Some commitment that was! Honestly speaking,I don’t think I would have done that. She wrote great things about him and and in such a short notice. I was silently admiring her commitment for her student but I thought may be thats my mom, thats why! But no, it wasn’t for the fact that she is my mom, but for the fact that she is a teacher! This fact was to be substantiated in the coming days!
So, I, in the transition process had nth number of things to be managed from a distance. I know, its not a big deal but maybe the first time of anything makes it a huge task, to me at least! Housing, money transition, contracts, jobs etc etc and I, a big zero in such things! I was stuck in a situation where I, trying to manage everything, goofed up something ( as always)! I wrote an SOS mail to a Professor. My supervisor was visiting Univs here in India and he could be of no help. So I wrote to this Professor who was not responsible for me in anyway. My one mail and he got into the whole issue big time! Within no time, the issue was a non-issue! He went an extra mile to make things comfortable for me.In what so ever words I wrote my thanks to him, I felt gratitude I was feeling for the timely help he had provided me could not get across !! Sometimes, words seem so less and incapable to express the real emotions!
Now was the time to experience and re-solidify this belief in the goodness of this fraternity. My long ignored Ph.D project was demanding my attention and, all the more now, due to the fact that I would be out of country for at least a year. So the last minute person that I am, I had to manage my RDC meeting before I leave for the US. Its the most important presentation that one has to make before a council constituting of Professors from and outside the department, a-quarter-a-year thing and something in which Department has not much to do. I went to the Dean with a request of early RDC with very less time left in hands. Some 4 working days only for them to arrange a special one for me. A nearly impossible thing. Even I knew that. And with my Ph.D guide away for a conference and nobody to push for my case, I knew I stand a negligible chance and one year of the academic year is bound to be wasted. BUT the chairperson was more than accommodating. He was somebody I had never interacted with much when I was a student of Masters cause I never had a class with him. But the way he came out as, was such a pleasant surprise!! The Dean, another BIG surprise factor. In the department I always was in awe of him, with Univs like Oxford, Cambridge and grants like Charles Wallace, Sir Ernest Cassel attached to him I always looked up to him. He was somebody I could never imagine sharing a friendly relation with. He not only arranged for an early special RDC for my benefit but was so accommodating that I could not believe my luck. After fulfilling all the paper work at the office I came out of the building but something made me go back and go to their rooms and say a ‘Thank you’. One was surprised with my this gesture and the other gave a warm smile in return. I don’t know if my one ‘Thank you’ was good enough for the emotions I was feeling then but yes, I came out of the University with a beaming face, after a long time!
At a time when I am leaving for the US for a purely academic reason but with some vague plans of making it corporate world again in a slightly different role, these three professors gave me a clarity of thought which was much needed at this junction!
Thank you Philip ji, Prof Pusack, Prof Raina and Prof Shelley Walia. I hope some day, just some day I am capable enough of leaving a positive impression on some lives at least.
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